7.31.2024

we gaze both at the distorted past, and a future that does not exist.

and the present comes to say:

i am all.

but how can i learn from the past, or make plans from the future, if am always there?

perhaps they meant to appreciate the present and not take it for granted, because now will become our past and will inform our future.

forty four is just days away and i think: i still don't have a clue. but i am coming to grips with the fact that perhaps that is the whole point.