08.06.2024

entrance to my fortress of solidute is just days away.

energy sucked away from my soul, looking to get nourished.

yet here comes another opinion barking down.

i have been thinking about this a lot, not having an opinion. it's fascinating to observe. yet then again, maybe that is another form of ego: look at me, having no opinion, i am so much better than these others. perhaps that is true... there has to be some kind of balance that can be explored.

it's also not that i don't care.

it's just the fact that i believe, down to my core, that we are focusing on the wrong objects.

and these opinions come, and the passive agressive comments flow, and the self centeredness and the individual goals, counting the minutes and actions: you owe me.

and i just want to leave.